Hello Beautiful

Meet Chloe Bridges! She'll be appearing in Camp Rock 2: The Final Jam as Dana, Nick's love interest (: . She's so pretty, right?

cardigans , 2
pants, 1
skirt, 1
hoodie, 0 (or should i bring?)
dress, 2
TEE, 2/3
personal *** - no way am I gonna tell you -.-
JB CDS (yeay!)
camera
my SUMMER TIME WINTER MELON book (hahaha. i haven't even name the book properly yet)

and whatever that shall need to be pack. i'll check tomorrow or something. right now, need to do something else.

and I could dress up as a bride when I see you.
that's when you'll say "Please Be Mine?"

miss me,
-hens
But your smile still makes my heart sing,
Another sad song
I can't forget it
I won't regret it
Cause I'M STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU♥

p/s : i feel like packing everything from the wardrobe.

My Addiction

dedicated to nadiah & all the other team jacob out there (:

Hii,


It's been a while-not. See, I told you I'll try & update every single day! Anyway, back to me, myself & I. Today was the same for me. Woke up, online, ate, bla bla bla. You know what? I think I could go for A MONTH skipping lunch, or dinner. Either one, that is. But as for breakfast? No waaayyy~! I gotta restore my body with some bread with cheese or cereals. Haha. Another fact about me is that I absolutely love eating biscuits! Chocolate biscuits to be exact & also chocolate wafers, chocolates, etc. Whenever I eat them, I can't stop anymore. It's like GAME OVER. I'll get so indulged, just so into the creamy, softness, sweetness taste of the biscuit. I could finish one packet all-by-myself. That is a bit greedy. But you see, I can't help myself. It's something I can't control. So, don't get mad with me whenever we're out of biscuits alright dear sisters? (:

Toodles, people !

-hens

turn right,
into my arms,
turn right,
you won't be alone
you might,
fall off this track sometimes
hope to see you at the finish line

p/s : Justin Bieber is cute (: , enough said.

TWEET-away

Checked on people's twitter all the way through today~. First it was Demi Lovato's , next I saw her twitting back Justin Bieber, so decided to checked on him. Soo, I think Justin Bieber is such a sweet guy! Not only that, he is so adorable too! I found this picture of him and Demi & ohmygod, how they looked so adorable together (adorable as in like brothers and sisters!). Anyway, I don't mind looking for a Golden Ticket :P. Justin B says that there's still the Golden Ticket somewhere, still untouched. Guess it's Untouchable , cause I'm getting it! Haha! RAWR!

Anyway, lately I've been writing. Heee, started on a few chapters of something. But really, I like to keep most of it to myself. I get inspirations on the bed, haha. So weird! It's like I'll need to lie down, hold a pencil, have lots of papers on the bed, play on some JB songs then it's writing time, baybeh! It's not finished yet, though. :)

Sorry for not posting anything on Saturday or Sunday. It was a bee-sy day.

Sat - Dentist appointment , hmm guess guess (?)

Sun - PC Fair. I hate crowded places sometimes. :S

Anyhow, I will try my best to keep updating every single day. Kay? (:


Toodles for now,

hens :)
i could go across the world,
and see everything,
and never be satisfied
if i couldn't see those eyes.

p/s : does my blog need a makeover? :/

♥ You're The Soundtrack Of My Summer ♥

Hiii ,

I'm so addicted with this piano playing part in the movie Penelope ! It's the part where Max a.k.a James Mcavoy ♥ plays the piano. Somehow it got me mesmerized when I saw that movie. And I've been listening to it since last night, nonstop! Sooo wonderful, eventhough it's only for a minute. I can't seem to find the title for the song. Many youtuber says that it's called 'The Kiss by Joby Talbot' but when I youtubed it, it sounded so different! Like, more orchestrated / instrumental. Hmm, I wish I could play that songggg with the accompany of the few melodious instruments~~~*wondering in my own thoughts*~~~ohmygod, james mcavoy is just sooo sweet & good-looking ♥ in any movie he's acting in. Namely Becoming Jane & Penelope. He acted in Wanted too, but haven't watched that movie before. Oh , and Narnia TOO. He was Mr.Thumnus, lols. Okay, so now I guess he's my favourite actor!

Yesterday was the released of Nick Jonas & The Administration new single 'Who I Am'. He performed it in the grammy award show & before that, his two brothers, Joe & Kevin were the ones who presented him , like as a hosts. It was sooo freaking cute! I swear Joe looked so good with his new hair :D. Nearly died.out.of.breath. HAHA. Anyway, the song is nice. The band sounds really awesome when they play the song, especially the guitar part ! Reminds me a bit of August Rush. The guitar part I mean. Hehe. But still, I like the Jonas Brothers more. Oh did I tell you? I spent the WHOLE afternoon/evening listening to ALL their albums. :D I feel great!!! I never get sick of their songs, seriously :D.

MuchBetterFlyWithMeTonightCan'tHaveYouBurnin'UpWhenYouLookMeInTheEyesWhatdDidI
DoToYourHeartLovebugKeepItRealHoldOnSosHelloBeautifulGoodnight&GoodbyeStillInLoveWith
YouAustraliaHollywoodPushin'MeAwayOneManShowPoisonIvyDon'tChargeMeForTheCrimeHey
BabyBlackKeysDon'tSpeakBeforeTheStormParanoidWorldWar3ShelfSorryGamesInseperable
TurnRightBBGoodVideoGirlGotMeGoingCrazyALittleBitLongerThat'sJustTheWayWeRollJust
FriendsPlayMyMusicGottaFindYouYear3000TimeForMeToFlyLiveTheParty, etc :)

Song OF the day :-

1st album - Hold On
2nd album - Can't Have You
3rd album - MUCH BETTER (definitely :D)

might listen to it somemore, soon :) :) :) tomorrow probably ;P

& i gotta start writing in my book before it gets old ! urghhh, need photos~ and I still don't know what to write. No more ideas , sigh. And just few months ago, I was all thrill about it. But nvm about that, I'll think of something. Bye then.

TAAA,
-hens
hope to see you at the finish line :)

Hilarious ?

HIII ,

Omagod! Something so funny happened just now!!
I was busy playing the piano & thinking 'ahhh, why not I leave my theory work behind for a while. it's still early. teacher will only be coming in few more hours'.
So then I started playing 'Fly with Me' :D, for some reason I broke up the chords, so it was softer. And not to mention, some of the notes are still adjusting since the day before, the tuner man came to tune.

lalalalalalalalalala~~
*stares outside*
*cursed in my heart*
@#$%^&*
panicking*panicking*panicking
RAN UPSTAIRS AND SCREAMED FOR HELP TO MY SISTER.
told her my problem ,
*she didn't care -.-*
ended up going downstairs jugak, ugh

you know what happened?
I thought my piano teacher came, but tgk2 it wasn't.
HAHA.
it was just my dad.
BUT, somehow the car I saw was like my teacher's :P.
so, I shall state this out with full of proudness cause I finished my piano theory work about half an hour ago :). Hope I won't need to do corrections. Grrr.
In 10 more minutes, I gotta fixed up my short sonata piece cause I didn't get to practice for a whole week :O. Just started yesterday & I can't get the rhythm in me , oh no :O.

so long farewell, i gotta work up my piano playing RIGHT NOW :).


yours truly,
hens

New Moon with the DOLLS

I watched New Moon with nadiah & izarra on thursday and after thinking about it again, yes it's definitely better than twilight! I don't mind watching it another time , but see first lah, hehe. By the way, I had a twin in midvalley on the day we watched New Moon. And that person is... IZARRA ! :D. We had almost the same tee on and we wore barrettes! Hers was black and mine was white. It was a great change for the people of Midvalley to see us like that. :D

p/s: coz we kewl like dat (?) , HAHA !

NEW MOON UPDATE

HIII,

New Moon 's coming out tomorrow & I am finally feeling the adrenaline rush. GO ME!

I can't wait to see, *coughtaylorlautnercough*. My piano teacher told me that her sister, who lives in the U.S. told her that when she watched New Moon, all the girls in the cinema SCREAMED like so loudly when Jacob went shirtless. HAHA.

What happened to edward, eyhhh? Edward the oh-so-HOT-looking-vampire-boyriend.
I guess he didn't appear much , just maybe until the Volturi parts. But he did appear once in a while, or maybe more than what we might expect when Bella starts hallucinating, no?

Volturis, Warewolf pack, JACOBBBB, edward, alice, bella, and the whole twilight cast, just you wait for the princess to come!


twilight fan girl,
-twens :D

so I can show you what you mean to me

knowing you were miles away,
from the place where you needed to be,
and that's right here with me.

):



I guess I've tried my best to finish the flash card. I know I put a lot of effort in doing it but just maybe this time, it wasn't my time to win. Maybe next time, I'll get something much better than that.

Thanks again to nadiah k.a, nadiah roslan, amirah akhyar, izarra azuddin, ili ruzanna & family for the support throughout the whole competition. You guys made me do the best I could and I gain strength to do it from your words.





won't you fly with me, JBs?
So I can show u what u mean 2 me

:') . I absolutely love my flash card!



and last but not least, this was the petition signing :) . I got to stand near JOE! ahahahahah.



natalie asked me some questions which I can't really remember. Lol.



so my little dream did come true. I've always wanted all their albums , though i'm missing short of 'all this time' , which I think is probably no longer in stores.But still! I have all of their albums now :D.


All in all, I had fun listening to hitz.fm the whole week just so that I could be the first sms-er through. And what do you know? I did achieved that one. Next would be, I had so much fun doing the flash card with some of my buddies! And once it was done, I WAS SO EXTREMELY HAPPY, I could have cried!
So, I just hope that I'll be seeing them one day. And I just hope that maybe next time, I'll get something more than this.

I'm begging to hear you voice,
Tell me you love me too,
Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you.

taaaaa,
hens love the jonas brothers
-a little bit longer, and i'll be fine-

True Calling

The minute that thing played, I thought I was going to faint. Typical, no? It has always been like that since I know I was a true fan of them. But then something else went wrong, I totally thought it wasn't a cue call, but I sent it in anyway. My cousin practically pulled out the phone from me saying, 'it's not a cue call.. *groans*' . I immediately snatched it out from her, knowing I do not want to repeat yesterday's mistake. So, I sent in more. More, more, more. Then, beep... few smses came in. 'Oh crap', I thought. This was it. I was going to endure another hours of waiting and in the end getting my heart broken. Then, my ringtone started playing just out of nowhere. I got shocked but thought it was just a friend calling me. The moment I said 'hello?' , and the other dude on the other line said 'Heeyyyy!' , my heart practically stopped. I was already jumping up and down, knowing what the motive of the phone call was. Little did I know it wasn't the end. I had another task. So, people! Need your support here. I'm currently dumbfounded. I am feeling completely nervous, and have no confidents. It's not that I don't want to believe that I can do it, but seeing reality with my clear eyes, it's gonna be a tough fight. A real tough fight that I need to go through. Right here, right now. It's now or never.


Taaaa,
hens :)

Heartbroken Much

I heard her on the other end, screaming, finally learned that she was the one.

I on the other hand, stood silence there without a word.

Cause I had either missed it , or didn't hear it, or whatever that might be.

Where else I waited for a whole long of 7 hours.

All I can do now is wait for the next cue call, which will be in for another 7 hours.

GAH.

Somebody shoot me now, please.

What Was Your Day Like?

Hii,

It's been a while, huh? Well, guess I got occupied with the private novels, which I have to thanked izarra for lending it to me. I remembered stopping at the second book, Invitation Only about months ago and the next thing I know, just few days ago I had continued reading back. The novels quite interesting, more like the unexpected but what a sad thing, I knew some of the spoilers before. So, am currently reading Inner Circle, which is the fifth book of the private novel. I think I just fell in love with blake pearson and his coolness in Untouchable :).

I miss the old Billings. Screw Cheyenne and the Twin Cities, haha.

I guess I'm left behind about this whole series.
Let's just change the topic now, sigh.
I've been listening to the radio ever since ...

Oooh, did I mentioned how much I just love my weekends? I might need to thank ira & her family & nad r for making my day that saturday. I had a B-L-A-S-T ! Ira's concert filled my time with music that I might need to catch back on. Anyway, she played river flows in you by yiruma, and of course I definitely cheered her from the beginning till the end of her last note. I knew she'd do well! :D , I'm so proud of her!!!
Nad & I joined her and the family for lunch , we (ira & I) ended up doing a slight bit of errand but it was worth our time cause we were talking BLA BLA BLA while walking.
Then, went to MPH to find a gift for this small little baby, which I learned was going to have his birthday party the next day. So, more errands to run on! I still remember how noisy we were in there, laughing & giggling + we did something we weren't supposed to do, TAKING PICS! Hmph, I didn't know we couldn't :S.

All in all I had a fun day. Ira & her family went back earlier :( , I missed them! So me and nad walked around to random clothes shop F21, cotton on, diva, kitschen, etc. Walked & Lazed around until my feet got cramped in the middle of MPH. You know those kind of cramps where they sort of attack your feet then & there, ouch. Definitely was hurting. And not to mention, after I got up from the small stool, the other leg got cramped too. But thank god, I could walk back to the car, hehehe.

Thats it for today, ttyl

taaaaa,
hens signing out !

The Starting of November

5th November, Thursday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , AMEYA :D! I don't have a picture of you in this computer, so I'll post it later with a picture, okay? And hope you like the flower. Love you <3.

It was also kevin of the jonas brothers' birthday, LOL. Happy birthday, kevin :).

CUCI the Musical was definitely one AWESOME musical I've ever been to. Ngeheheheh. It was so hilarious & creative.

I got to meet the casts :D


taaaa,
hens <3

*GASP*

I was watching this episode of Jonas, and oh god, was I totally shocked.

JOE JONAS kissed Stella .

*GASP*

never before have I seen a jonas kiss.

ohmygod, and it was joe?

JOE JOE JOE.... Jonas

joe kissed stella !

stupid stupid stupid

:(

Tune In To My Craziest Two Days

Friday, 30th October

I was in nikko hotel from morning till midnight, how tiring. We were there for the soundchecks and what not. So while waiting for the evening to come, I was with nadiah , chit-chatting. Read a bit of evermore, and I absolutely do like it a lot! I've finished reading it just this morning, hehe. I think I might like it more than twilight! Anyway, the performance was alright, I guess. My favourite was definitely james bond theme cause it sort of woke me up! The other performances were great too. All in all, it was tiring but fun (not as fun as musical) but oh well, I think we did great enough to satisfy the audience, and maybe the queen too. So on the way back, which was already 11 something, minutes to midnight, sha & nad tumpang-ed me back. I got the shocked of my life in the car when she told me that AAR was there, in the same building as us. I practically yelped and jumped up and down, hahaha. I remembered asking nad, before entering into the hotel building, just outside nikko hotel that morning, 'Do you think the all american rejects are staying here?'. It was unbelievably true, woahhh. Dozed off after nad went back home, that was already around 12 something, hehe.


Saturday, 31st October

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST FRIEND, Ili Ruzanna! You have finally turned fifteen and yes, I still do remember! Of course I remember *grins*. You have been a great friend to me since primary and I miss you oh-so-much, hope we can get together sometime! I miss going to your house and sleeping over, hehehehe.

Anyway, in the morning went to pavillion to watch MJ's This Is It! My dad told me the all american rejects were gonna be there, so I was looking forward to it, ngehehehe. So we went to the entrance and obviously, fans were already there, swarming around, gathering around to get their autographs. But they had to queue up, to go up the stage for the autograph. I wanted to go, but the movie was starting so I only managed to see them from far, which wasn't really clear.
*sigh*

Guess what trailer came out during the movie?

NEW MOON!

HAHA, I was squealingggg in the cinema cause I got to see edward in big screen again! Oh, and jacob! Definitely one of the highlights. So, the movie TOTALLY ROCK AND I DON'T MIND WATCHING IT FOR THE 2ND TIME!!!!!! I enjoyed every minute of it & his songs were definitely great.

Around 6, went to the All American Rejects concert with nina! They performed quite late. The local bands were filling up the time before that. I guess it wasn't bad. But there were so many people & ughhh, it was so stuffy.

So, Tyson was hot :D , HAHAHAHA.

The best was 'I Wanna' I think, lol. The rest were good too. I like how he sings live! And how he ends his song! I think they sang quite a number of songs so it wasn't really a disappointment. All in all, I had a great time at the concert, only that I just hated being in a place where there is so many people, ughhh. But that's how a concert is suppose to be. I guess david's showcase was more comfortable than last night's. Cause we sat down during archie's performance, but aar's, we gotta squeezed ourself to the front in order to see them more clearly. So had to use my ballerina exercise to see them. Hehehehe.

And I met them again , tuition mates a.k.a kindergarten friend with her friends! :)

So I'm going off to read perfume, or maybe listen to the all american rejects ! Yeay~


taaaa,
hens <3

She Says :)

Hi ,

I wanna get a haircut ! Or most probably, I wanna get it straighten, curl, perm , hehe . well, actually no, I wanna get a fringe instead. I like emily browning's fringe in the unfortunate events. She's so pretty. Or maybe I should get my hair like demi lovato's, which is pretty too. So yeah, I'm currently confused and still do not know when I'm gonna do it, ngeheheh.

Uhh, today was as usual, tiring. Orchestra practice from 8.30 - 3.30. See how sleepy I get nowadays, I'm even having eyebags, darn. Anyway, tomorrow is the rehearsal and we've got 4 new songs, ohmygosh! Well, just now's song was killing me too. Hahaha, no kidding. But it was a bit jazzy so I kind of felt sleepy. Gahhh.

Should get going now, but before that, PAPADOM is such a great movie, I laughed throughout the movie & nearly cried towards the ending. Haha, it's one thumbs up movie!


taaaa,
hens :)

The Unexpected

You know what happened to me yesterday on the way to ira's ?

WELL,

*listening to hitz.fm , humming to this song*

*the song ended*

*some other song came in which sounded like, 'fly with me'*

*slow reaction...*

climax of the day,
*STARTED SCREAMING LIKE MAD IN THE CAR AND EVERYONE GOT SHOCKED*

I think that was the best random moment of my life. And that was definitely the first time they played it on the radio. Whatever it is, i love hitz :) .

taaaa,
hens :)

Now and Then

HIII,

I had an awesome day today, thanks to ira for having her open house gathering on a beautiful day which is today. Came back around 9pm and ohmygosh tomorrow I have orchestra practice at 9am , now how tiring is that?

anyway, when I reached there around 2pm cause had to go somewhere before that so was a bit late, turned out that only saba was there! Well, her family's friends were also there. So, helped around and watched tv together with saba. then ira's perfection friend came with his friend and it was really awkward because she didn't even talk to them. Soon after that, eli, alya, aliah came. Aunty let me try the chocolate batik cake first before promoting it to other people and ohmygod, it tasted just the same as how it was from last year, and the year before! It was a perfect & delicious taste! We ate lunch & my drink got spilt by saba, grr. hahaha, and i felt bad cause kena carpet, technically it sort of got pushed by saba. Anyway, emily and diana came after that and more of ira's perfection friends came. Emily and I were discussing on how to solve the problem between that thing we gotta solved. I guess it's almost solved? So then, we talked with her childhood friend and stuff. We played heart attack, mafia and hamburger. Heart attack was okay I guess. I managed to do the heart attack only once, not to mention we only played with papers, not cards. Playing mafia was definitely funny. Everyone accused each other when it was only that person , who was quite smart for making his move. I got killed by him -.- , ugh. It was a shocked seeing who was actually the mafia after that. Hamburger was okay lah. What I hated about it was because everytime it was the first round, I'll always get kicked out first. Wth? Emily was a hard player , terrer man!
After almost everyone has gone home, there was only saba, ashne, the three guys, alya, eli and I. We decided to sit outside since it was all over and it was almost 8 pm. Then, we played basketball. Okay, so I tried to do a three pointer but didn't managed to get the ball in , almost , sighhh. We took turns to make goals and all. Fun jugak lah.
Thennn , the guys went back , and then eli, ashne and I went home too but before that had to wait until ira's dad and my dad were done talking. Haha. Ira sat in the car and when it was about to move, she went out & it was so funny, LOL.
So now I'm just dead tired.



taaaa,
hens :)

ducklings , lol

anak itik tok wi,
mandi dalam kolam,
sakit apa tok wi?
sakit sengal something

yes, that was what we did the whole day during school.
definitely interesting, no?
anyway, tomorrow's another day of puisi , *sobbing*


taaa,
hens

cuzzie wuzzie

Guess what? I have started reading back manga, which really surprises me!
Anyway, I'm currently at nad's house. My nephew and nieces are all downstairs, same goes to my cousin, aunt and uncle. Oh how wonderful the atmosphere is right now. I feel bored sitting at home doing nothing. Well, actually not really nothing but I have headaches most of the time whenever I use the computer, correction laptop.

So, just now in school we watched TWILIGHTTTT *squeals*! Everyone was practically screaming when it was edward's first appearance!

OH-MY-GOD-- AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

hahahaha, it was funny though. Especially during the part where edward was glittering and bella said 'you're beautiful'.

ROFL.

anyways, gtg now.

taaaa,
hens <3

Blast From The Past

17/10 , Saturday

Had a blast at emily's! I thought of uploading pics, but I guess ashne hasn't uploaded it yet. Anyway, we vained, talked, ate and omg, all the food were damn delicious, I tell you! Well I had a really big appetite when I went to emily's because on that day, I only ate breakfast. I totally skipped my lunch and tea. So yeah, by the time I got to emily's , I was feeling EXTREMELY hungry. My favourite was the fruit cocktail (not really sure?) . It had all kinds of fruits inside! So ira went back early and nina came quite late. All in all, I had a tiring but yet fun day! I went back home with ashne around 11 something.

18/10, Sunday

Woke up early in the morning because , I was going to ira's ! So here's what we did :-

WE PLAYED BASKETBALL :DDD

yes, we seriously played basketball!
and I know that I'm not good in sports but what do you know, SURPRISE SURPRISE, I made 5 goals for our team which consists of ira & I only. The other team was anisa's team which consists of anisa, farahin & saba.

I just figured out that I don't really have a good stamina because after 15 minutes, I didn't have anymore strength so we stopped.

So anyway, at night, we went to ira's friend's open house which was located nearby her house. We definitely had a fun blast ! Everyone had their stories to tell :P!

Around 10ish, we watched fD4. okay so do not, i repeat, do not watch this movie because they had this awful scene which was TOTALLY disgusting so we ended the story, :) . The movie was sort of violent too, I must say.

I was actually half asleep when ira suddenly woke me up with her loud voice "HELINNA HELINNAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" because she was watching 'the happening' and turned out that each and everyone of us were already asleep. Furthermore, it was during a scary scene so I had to accompany her to watch the movie.

When it ended, we started talking and talking until I didn't know what time it was and it turned out to be 3A.M. I slept around 3 something because I didn't feel sleepy at all after that. Haha, thanks ira. Lol.

19/10, Monday

wakey wakey ! We woke up around 6 something by farahin who actually woke up because of saba's screamo ringtone, lol. So ira, me & anisa prayed for subuh.

We watched 17 again , had breakfast and BOOM , went to curve !

Before that, we vained a lot & I absolutely love anisa's dslr canon !!! I was holding it like most of the time. Farahin pointed out that I looked like a photographer *grins*!

So we spent time at boarders, diva, fos, and etc

Came back home but before that, went to ttdi to pay for ira's hp bills. After that we dozed off to sleep during our journey back home.

CoNTINUED WATCHING 17 aGAIN! I think it's one of the sweetest movie everrrrr xD. Everyone liked it a lot. I think it's my third time already, hehe. I never get bored of it. So anyways, I'm still here and this two, 'anisa & farahin' is bragging me to get my butt away from the computer -.- . So yeah, gotta go peeps !!!

Oh wait, here's some pics :D

Taaa~,
hens